When I was a kid I wanted to be a doctor and an olympic medalist swimmer and a teacher and an ambassador for those fucking Ferrero and a judo champion and shit. I was lucky enough I had all the time in the world to think about all those bullshit jobs I would do one day.
When I was 15 I had a best friend and he would always be by my side and I'll always be here for him.
Then I fucked around and I also fucked the best friend and I was so busy fucking around and thinking about how I had fucked around, was fucking around and will be fucking around, that I forgot to do anything else. Now I am nothing, I have no job, I have no friends and I am definitely not fucking around.
Amanda Palmer posted so many pictures of her best friend on his dying bed and now he is gone.
You know what? Fucking around was shit anyway.